Dream of flight!

Hello Ladysally!

This time I’m really lost in interpreting this dream!

So last night before falling asleep, I asked for help from positive energies to help me find my voice in my dreams, and this morning I dreamed that I was in a train station or terminal, and in one corner there was a big bag of grass with a sign underneath that read "almond, $500 a month for 15 years." I thought, wow, that's no small almond! Then, for some reason I can't explain, I felt compelled to take the bag and put it in my own bag. No one saw me; it went unnoticed. But as I was leaving the terminal, there were agents searching bags. I panicked a bit but pretended everything was fine. One agent looked into my bag, but it was full of stuff and she only caught a glimpse of the grass. I told her it was pine branches. She had her doubts, but since there were so many people around, she sent me to the office for a thorough search. There, another woman asked me why I was there. I said I didn't know, maybe because my bag was so full that she hadn't had time to search it properly. She turned her back to me, and I saw a trash can in the corner. I took the bag and threw it in the trash. She turned around and asked what I was doing. I had a crumpled piece of paper in my hand and told her I was throwing away old papers, doing some cleaning. She didn't see the bag in the trash. After that, she searched me and found nothing except two pipes, one of which was shaped like a pencil. She confiscated the other one and let me keep that one. Then she let me go, asking me to say something nice. Her attitude had changed; she was very kind, and I could see she trusted me. I said, "Thank you all for being here to protect us," and I left. I couldn't believe they hadn't seen anything. I was still panicking. I left the premises and ran to get as far away as possible. I looked for friends but couldn't find them. I got a bit lost, but I managed to make my way back to my neighborhood by city bus. Then I realized they had cameras, that they would see it was me who took the bag, and that they would find me! I woke up in a sweat, wondering what this dream could possibly mean!

I hope you can help me with this dream!

What I see in it is that there is a gesture with costly consequences that I cannot help but make, and I manage to avoid the consequences by playing innocent and thanks to the incompetence of others, but my conscience is not at ease because the consequences can always catch up with me!

I have nothing to reproach myself for so far, and I don't see how this dream has anything to do with finding my voice, my path, my happiness!

Best regards
Bruise

Hello again, Ladysally!

Do you think I met my guardian angel in this dream (the security guards), and that she told me I was protected and that I should thank her for helping me stay on the right path? When I think back on this dream, that’s what came to mind!

What do you think?

Thank you for your help and generosity!

Friendly!
Barbarella

P.S. I changed my username for privacy reasons; too many people close to me knew my previous username, and some of the topics I discuss are very personal, and I’d like them to stay that way!

No problem, since your dream is longer, I need to take more time, so don’t worry, I’ll take a look… the kids at home… Ramadan… dinner… here it was the votes…
Affectionately
Ladysally

Thank you, ladysally!

Take your time! And thank you again for taking the time to read my messages and reply to them; it helps me understand my current situation and discover that my dreams contain many answers to my questions and perhaps, in some way, are even prescient!!

I believe I have a high sensitivity; I feel people's vibrations very strongly, but I am very fragile and insecure, and I lack detachment regarding this! I am too afraid of being hurt or upset by what I feel! There are not really any images associated with these vibrations (at least, if there are any, I have never paid attention to them), but rather sensations of good or bad depending on people's state, a heaviness or lightness, anguish or joy! That's it! This is the first time I am talking about this, and that I am becoming aware that I may be cutting myself off from my emotions, perhaps because I am too sensitive and not yet very good at seeing clearly through all of this: the emotions that concern me and those that others feel but are not directed at me!

See you soon!
Barbarella

Hello Barbarella,
First of all, I congratulate you on your foresight and your ability to decode yourself.
You are aware of many things that have happened at the turning point of your life and your maturity. You have a part of you filled with energy and a source to regenerate, but you do not accept certain truths and try to obscure and hide them. However, your consciousness or your guardian angel makes you aware of things buried deep within you, such as panic, doubt, and fear, and does not want you to suffer from them. You have a lot on your mind and in your heart, but you do not want to take it seriously, and you defy the laws of nature, especially your own nature. You are afraid of taking and giving and making “public relations” exchanges and being kind, otherwise you will no longer have friends, but again, you need to continue your training and bring yourself up to date to perfect your knowledge and maintain self-control, to master yourself. A small retrospective has been very beneficial for you, as it allows you to find your way back on your path.
With affection
Ladysally

Hello Ladysally!

Thank you so much for this interpretation, which really touched me deeply; I completely see myself in it. You’re right, I tend to play ostrich with certain truths (whether consciously or not) that scare or hurt me too much, and keep living as if nothing were wrong, while my conscience keeps coming back to tell me, “One day you’ll have to face it, or, one day what you’re trying to avoid will happen.”

As for public relations, it is indeed an area where I am very stuck. I am very afraid; it’s not that I’m not nice, but I am so uncomfortable that I can come across as a bit rude or even snobbish, because I quickly withdraw and don’t talk much. This really hurts me in my work, as I have difficulty making contacts to secure contracts (I am a freelancer).

I probably have a corner full of resources and energy, but often I get lost along the way, before
finding it, it’s as if there’s a labyrinth between me and my resources! I often dream of huge apartments with lots of rooms and nooks, and I discover hidden rooms; I love these dreams. I think I see my inner self in them, and I discover that there are many corners I haven’t found yet, but which exist and are full of useful resources for me. However, in these dreams, there are always too many people everywhere, or the apartment is open and leads into a common room shared with another apartment, and I have no privacy!

Yes, I still have a long way to go to perfect my self-knowledge and master myself so that I don't let my fears dictate my life. I tend to get discouraged and believe that I will never make it, but sometimes I have a little hope that I will succeed before I am too old to enjoy life! I believe I am on the right path, despite the detours I impose on myself and the slowness of my progress!

Thank you a thousand times again, Ladysally!
You help me see more clearly within myself, and I am very grateful for that; it means a lot to me!

Affectionately,
Barbarella

Hello Barbella,
I am deeply touched by your appreciation, and I thank you for the positive feedback. It is a pleasure to know that, in some way, I was able to help, and my goal has been achieved.
Affectionately
Ladysally