Hello Lemagicien,
Your conscious and unconscious selves want to establish a small connection through this ballad; as you stroll, you try to enter and communicate with your inner fortress, linking the two poles (the realistic side and the emotional side).
The time for reflection is within you; you have had, or you would like to have, time to think and reflect, alone on this deserted street, and in the evening, as they say, the night brings "counsel."
Your male animus side, your strength, your energy, your beastliness here tells you not to let yourself be pushed around, and you wander about proud and splendid (we know bulls: they are either strong beasts or meat beasts).
So, to prevent you from being left to your devices like a bull ready to charge, you stride about proudly and magnificently in self-defense. You have chosen your path, but sometimes fate plays sly tricks on you, and being caught off guard causes you to veer off course. To avoid being caught, you run very, very fast, trying to escape this reality. The locomotive is on its way, the wheel of life is in motion, and it is very difficult to stop in the middle of action, with the risk of getting hit on the head.
Your masculine side comes back when you ask yourself why you did that, and you head off in other directions, believing that this path is the best and that you are doing the right thing. You make choices that are supposed to be sensible, but here too, your sentimental side holds you back, making it hard to walk, to run, to escape from yourself; so you are caught between your reflective side and your primitive, bestial instinct. You are afraid of yourself and of your feelings toward a person, and you do not accept it; you want to change the course of life and your destiny by trying to go against the current.
For my part, live your life with the people you love without asking yourself too much whether you are doing right or wrong by dating this person; if you love them, they will love you back and respect you.
Best regards
Ladysally
