How far back do the first episodes go… could you give me more details, please, if you remember the times, etc… I can see that you remember exactly what happens during your sleepwalking episodes! As you mentioned, we’re setting the medical aspect aside. Sleepwalking is, as you describe it, a state of consciousness that is not controlled by you. Do you know how, since you remember the events? A kind of waking dream, in a way. This could also be linked to unconscious regressions, I mean ones not triggered by you but by the unseen.
Quick question: When did you first have a major moment of awakening in your life? When did you first begin to look inward? Did you experience a shock or something similar in your youth?
Rolande