Yesterday, a friend advised me to get up and not think about anything, just let things come to me.
So inside me I was hearing, write, write and write… I wrote all day long and a magnificent poem came out of it. I am a very sensitive person and the modern world does not always suit me, too much performance, competition, and material achievement. I am a person of the soul who loves to experience things intensely and deeply. I humbly wonder if this is an answer from life. I have experienced things in recent years that have made me bitter. An inner transformation that leads me to a more
artistic, painting, reading, writing. I am no longer on film sets, and my life without social prestige
And like a new day. My new projects are more modest and require more calm and reflection.
Two huge losses this year: my foster mother and the end of a romantic relationship.
End of the cycle, beginning of a renewal. This job in Baie-Saint-Paul is modest and not very well paid, but it would give me quite a bit of time in the winter to fulfill myself as an artist. What to do? I also don’t know my new employer, which scares me a little. The risk is still there; I wouldn’t want to be taken for a ride. I think my project of writing poetry mixed with sounds is also coming back strongly in my subconscious. There’s also nature photography; after all, Baie-Saint-Paul is a magnificent place with lots of beautiful nature and culture. These are my questions, which is why I need a good guide who will be like a lantern in my more turbulent ocean right now. I would like to ask you another question, magician and magical friend. If I go to Baie-Saint-Paul, do I have a chance of meeting love again, or will I be isolated from it? I don’t think there are many gay guys there. If I make the move to the countryside, will I meet love? 9-7-20