Romantic future

Hello, magician

Here I am again, and no, I still haven't met my soulmate.
I think you remember my story. Kamel went into rehab after his psychiatric stay, but unfortunately he couldn't hold up. We stayed in touch by phone, and then there was no more news. I won't hide from you that I am very sad to be living through such a situation, and the worst part of it all is that I love him. I hoped he would come back to me, and I still hope so, but the waiting and the hope are painful, especially since we have a son together, and I don't get the impression that he is interested in him, other than when he calls to ask how he is doing, but between us, that does not make him a father.
My question is whether we will get back together. If so, when? Should I continue to hope for his return? Or should I finally make my peace with it?
Anyway, I can’t open up to another man; it’s difficult when you love someone else. Then you had seen a meeting in June or July that would be followed by a stable relationship—maybe that is linked to him? Maybe he will improve.
I choose the cards 3, 8, 20, and 15, and as a last one, the 7.
Here it is
I THANK YOU
See you soon
squirrel

Hello Squirrel,

As long as Kamel does not keep his promises or commit to his recovery regarding his addictions, you cannot expect anything from him, and consequently, I do not see you two getting back together. Realize that it is always you who takes the first step toward him, while he does nothing! It is up to you to decide, but I know that many people would move on.
He is still entrenched in his delusions and honestly, I don’t see him improving. You love him, but what he loves above all else is his addiction to alcohol or drugs, and that is what consumes his entire life, yet he refuses to understand!
As for a new relationship, it’s still on the table, but for that to happen, you need to want it, and not stay attached to Kamel, because in that case, I don’t really see where the love is; I rather get the impression that you feel sorry for him.
Learn to make the right choices and stop wasting your time!

Best regards and have a good day
The magician.

Hi
For a response, this is worth being clear about. Indeed, I think I’m wasting my time, given that he doesn’t seem to want to get out of this situation, and unfortunately, he is more attached to alcohol and drugs than to me or his son. What makes me unhappy is that I gave everything for him to get out of it, and I did it for the little one, so that my son would know what I did for him. But Kamel decided to sink deeper, and the more time passes, the worse it gets. I do feel pity, it’s true, because seeing someone close to you destroy themselves and being powerless in the face of their alcohol obsession is painful, especially since he is my child’s father. I think all hope is impossible and that it’s a lost cause, but at least if something bad happens to him, I will have done everything I could to help him get out of it. He refuses to get out of it. With him, I expect the worst. Well, thank you, and I’m going to turn the page and stop hoping for anything that concerns him. It will be better for me and my children. And I’ll leave it to a future encounter in a healthy, sincere relationship full of love.
See you soon
Squirrel