find one's path

Hello everyone!

I had written a few lines on the "questions" forum about the automatic writing I had set aside because I could not identify its source! Indeed, although the messages were enlightening and pleasant, they were constantly contradictory. It took me some time to accept stopping writing, as I had received this as a gift from Heaven. Given that my deepest wish is to enlighten everyone on their path, I was all the more disappointed. So I stopped.

I still find myself questioning this, given that I am gifted at writing. I write poems for the people I love, and everyone tells me I should write a book. I have a great ease in writing. As a result, when automatic writing manifested in my life in 1998, it seemed to me, apart from being a wonderful gift, logical. Since I am easily inspired to put the right word on paper, I told myself that I could only do wonders.

Can anyone, other than Eliana, who has kindly replied to me on several occasions, shed some light on the subject?

I do not wish to persist on a path that is not my own, but I also do not wish to miss out.

Thank you very much
Monica

Hello Monica,

Do as your heart and your sensibilities tell you. If the urge to writing persists, don't hesitate.
For my part, I have written poems during moments of intense emotion for people I love, either love poems or poems read at the funerals of my loved ones at church. I don’t know if I can call these writings poems or automatic writings, but at the time I wrote them, I had the impression that my pencil was gliding across the paper on its own, as if a force were pushing my hand and, little by little, the words were inscribing themselves by magic.

If you intuitively feel the urge to write during the day, sit down and write everything you feel like writing; you can revisit and shape your writing later. Don’t hesitate—it’s a gift from the heavens.

Hello Josy,

Thank you for your reply.

For me, writing poems and writing through automatic writing are not the same. When I write poems, I am very inspired, and I must admit that when I reread what I have written, I am moved myself and therefore aware of the source of this inspiration.

On the other hand, automatic writing is different. Depending on who is speaking, the writing changes. I can receive direct answers to my questions, but the accuracy of the answers is not obvious!

It had been a long time since I last wrote, as I had decided so. Today I spoke to my father, who passed away in 1971 but is still very present. The sensation I felt while holding the pen was not the same as before. I am almost certain that it was truly him. Speaking about writing, he told me that I should not try at all costs to write. That he had not been able to speak to me before because I expected too much from writing. That is true. I have come a long way since then and I am very glad about it! I realize how much I had handed over the reins regarding each of the decisions I had to make. Fortunately, I was very protected because I had not taken the right path!

Today, it is no longer a need. Living it this way fills me with happiness. I would not dare to respond to someone through this channel, as I would be too afraid of causing harm.

I feel at peace about writing. I would genuinely like to be able to use it, even sporadically, to help everyone, just for the sake of helping. Perhaps one day that will be the case!

Friendship
Monica

Good morning Monica

First of all, I am delighted to have met you on the forum; when I read your posts, I feel a sense of inner peace and serenity, which is very pleasant.
Like you, I enjoy helping others, and I feel a sense of happiness when I have been able to offer my humble support, my friendship, and my affection to a person in distress, and curiously, my own worries seem lighter, even though they are still very much present.
Once again, let your heart guide you, and if you feel like helping, do so; I remain convinced that the Divine will be grateful to you for it.
If automatic writing were to manifest again without you wanting it, let it happen, for it means that we must communicate messages to you and that these messages will be of importance. Just as for some, music, painting, singing, dancing, and clairvoyance are their destiny, yours is writing, and as you and I believe, it is a gift from heaven. So take good care of it.

I look forward to reading it soon

Hello Josy,

Thank you, it is a pleasure to communicate with people of similar sensitivity. I had already established excellent rapport with Eliana.

You know, Josy, writing has taught me a lot. In fact, receiving contradictory messages pushed me to look inward. I had become scattered because I was too busy trying so hard to write. I can write as often as I want; all I have to do is sit down and pick up a pen. What really drove me forward was the need to help others. I realized that this need was taking up too much space. Today, it is still present, but in a balanced way.

I have come to understand so much about myself through writing, such as the recognition I was seeking and had not found on earth. I was also searching for this universal love, or even paternal love. In short, I was living in total utopia, and although my intentions were pure and luminous, I did not receive what I wished for, and this discouragement was beneficial to me.

At the time, I rebelled, then peace settled in and I realized I was heading in the wrong direction. So I accepted it.

I find life so interesting as long as we are willing to question ourselves. The signs are everyday and often not in the way we would have expected. Sometimes, we don't look in the right place, not to mention those damn expectations that ruin our lives.

Doing work on expectations is very beneficial. We all have this issue in every area of our lives.

Anyway, we could talk about it for hours, but I don't want to hog the conversation!

But the most important thing is to be in tune with yourself, to center yourself, and to trust yourself, since we are a fragment of life and therefore we hold everything within us.

With much love
Monica

Hello Monicaho,

Like you, I really enjoy writing poems... but from there to making a book (don't take it the wrong way, it's just advice), poetry collections don't sell very well for unknown authors... but nothing ventured, nothing gained.

Hi Monica… when you write, which part of your body does the message come from? I have the impression that what you didn’t like comes from one part of your body, and that your poems come from another part. If you could describe this a bit more, it would help to situate it better. And I want to tell you that if you made this choice, it wasn’t by pure chance, and it requires a great deal of perspective (a lot of humility). You know that, don’t you, Monica…?

Can you explain in words the regions in your body and where the messages you like less come from, please.

Rolande

I have learned so much about myself through writing, such as the recognition I was seeking but had not found on earth. I was also searching for that universal love, or even paternal love. In short, I was in total utopia, and although my intentions were pure and bright, I did not receive what I wished for, and this discouragement was beneficial to me.

At the time, I rebelled, but then peace settled in and I realized I was heading in the wrong direction. So I accepted it.
But the most important thing is to be in tune with oneself, to center oneself, and to trust oneself, since we are a fragment of life and therefore we hold everything within us.

Monica, I find your message great, and it shows a lot of self-work and beautiful self-awareness. I say well done, Monica, great… I just wanted to tell you that…

Beati/Rolande

I find life so interesting as long as we are willing to question ourselves. The signs are everyday and often not in the way we would have thought. Sometimes, we don't look in the right place, not to mention those damn expectations that ruin our lives.