Questions about clairvoyance

Here, I have clairvoyance abilities (precognition, clairvoyance, …) that I have repressed for several years because all of this scared me. But since then, I no longer feel whole. And I would like to stop going against myself, because that doesn’t do me any good either… So I’m trying little by little to relax, to stop running from what is part of me, but nothing comes anymore like it used to, I feel a bit lost because on one hand all of this continues to scare me.
So here it is, I have several questions:
Can clairvoyance pose a danger to me?

• I am afraid of developing mediumship abilities one day by agreeing to redevelop my senses, and I refuse to become a medium; it scares me too much. Then, can I develop clairvoyance without developing mediumship (since I already had a beginning of an experience and it has been ever since I repressed everything)?
• What do I need to do to redevelop my clairvoyance, to "re-exercise" it, in a sense?
  Thank you in advance for your responses.

Hello.
Fear is the central problem.
If you are afraid of water and want to start swimming again, there are only two solutions: overcome your fear or learn to swim on dry land.
You would want to redevelop your senses, knowing that these senses are your gift as a medium, yet you refuse to be a medium… it’s like saying “I want to see and I want to keep my eyes closed”

You always oppose yourself. As long as fear tells you what you must do, your gifts will continue to obey the order you gave them: remain inaccessible to me.

Clairvoyance does not pose a real danger. Nevertheless, there may be complications, but they only arise if one goes too far and pushes one's limits without any self-listening… because one receives very visible signs (if one wants to see them) that one is going too far and pushing one's meter into the red.
The general complications are: a distancing from your previous areas of interest and a closer alignment with new areas of interest, better suited to your “new” life.
Headaches, bouts of fatigue, and moral and mental exhaustion. And of course… the fear of what one might discover… but fear in itself has no power. It only uses your strength against you when you lend strength to fear by believing in it.
Clairvoyance is part of mediumship. In itself, several categories of medium are distinguished.
Basically, a medium… the one who is between two worlds. The one who perceives the visible and the invisible. Categories are only there to define a baseline, to help you find your way and locate yourself. But these categories are merely practical inventions, little drawers to store your information; they are not what directs your gifts, and a sensitive medium (one who touches the invisible) can very well start to see and hear under certain conditions.

It’s hard to separate the two, given that they are the same thing and have only been theoretically separated to help better understand what they are.

Re-exercising is not the priority.
Imagine you are a runner. You ran too fast, got scared, and decided to attach two iron balls to your feet and throw the key into a ravine. Years later, you would like to run again, but no matter how much you train… the weights you drag around prevent you from going faster than an asthmatic snail… they even prevent you from going to explore that ravine… whose location you were quick to forget back then.
The priority is to remove the obstacles you have set up for yourself back then. And for that, there is not much choice… either intensive personal work, or direct help from a medium, who will act on your behalf and identify the obstacles to make them disappear.

But let me tell you this… Like a river whose dam is blown up, your gift will come back to you with the force of the flood. You can bury your gift, but you cannot stop it from growing. So you don’t have to re-exercise it, but to reclaim it.

What you must do, and this is something no one can do for you, is to accept.
Accept your gift, accept that it is your gift, yours, that it is so. You have legs, you have ears, you have a gift, that is how it is. Accept that this gift exists, accept that you are a medium. Accept that if you possess this gift, it is because you are worthy of it, that you are capable of using it.
And stop being afraid.

Can we really be afraid of a horror movie? The zombies are evil in the film; they grab you, they eat you. And it hurts… but… zombies, if you see them… they don’t see you. They are on the other side of the screen… In fact, you are watching, but you are not there.
Is it really dangerous? No, it’s just scary if you allow yourself to be afraid.

Personally, I make my friends laugh their asses off when we watch a zombie movie… I go all out with my stupid comments
(No, don't eat my liver, I had a few drinks yesterday, you'll melt, poor zombie)
(Whoa, that one really scares me, she looks just like my math teacher… can you imagine, she’d devour me, and then, total surprise and two hours of detention)

Do the same… it’s mental training… learning to laugh at your fears; by laughing at them, you strip them of all their power. You reclaim your strength. And you realize that your fear was just the shadow of a smurf. It looked immense, but it was really tiny.

I’m not reassuring you: there are other painful trials to go through. Seeing unpleasant images, because even if it displeases you, it exists… and seeing it can be shocking… again, refuse to let fear take the lead and let things unfold calmly. These are just images, just feelings; they are not actually happening to you.

There is also what psychics hate most…bad news…And their atavistic enemy: doubt.

Telling a patient who is consulting you bad news is a difficult decision to make.
As painful as it is to tell your best friend that the woman he is madly in love with wanted to sleep with you (even if your friend believes you, he will be sad, and you will feel guilty, even though you are not at fault).

And the worst part… having a flash of foresight… seeing an event that is going to happen in advance, and being unable to do anything, because the people involved don’t believe you. Because people will treat you as a prophet of doom and convince you that it’s your fault if it happens. When in fact, you’re just trying to warn them so it doesn’t happen. Because you’re going to feel pathetic if you know and no one listens to you.

But here, you must act with wisdom. If you have been given the information, and the person you are warning does not want it, that is their choice. You are not asked to insist, to force them to believe, or to react and take responsibility on their behalf. You are only asked to offer them the information so that they can choose for themselves whether to use it or not.
You are merely a postman; your only mission is to deliver the message. The rest is the recipient's concern.

Being a medium is not a curse, a calamity that ruins your life… it is quite the opposite… it is a blessing that can enrich your life and lead you to balance, understanding, and wisdom.
But like any discipline, the beginning is always difficult.

Before becoming an Olympic athlete, one spends years sweating, suffering from muscle cramps, turning red and gasping for breath, and gradually developing to become the best, and each stage had its own little trials to endure.
And then, it came naturally, it became a habit, a way of life, and we catch ourselves loving who we have become.
That’s when we know we’ve truly accepted ourselves as we are.

Because, as you yourself say: It's part of you.

You're not going to start being afraid of your own hands just because one day you dropped a vase you particularly loved. You'll just be careful to be less clumsy.

Thank you for this response, which I admit reassures me. It is indeed reassuring to be able to discuss this with people who are knowledgeable about the subject.
I think I accept who I am, but it’s true that fear prevents me from feeling; I feel confused.
In your message, you say that a medium can help me remove the obstacles I installed in myself at the time by acting on my behalf. How is this possible? A medium has access to knowledge, but how can it act on our behalf on our unconscious?

A medium cannot act on you without your consent. And on average, very few people can act on you, even with your consent. Some can, and whether they do or not depends on their own moral sense.

However, he can read and obtain information.
The kind of information you cannot read within yourself, because fear obscures that information.

I'll give you an example:

In the attic, there is a box with your memory photos. You put them away years ago. And now, you would like to see them again. Only, in the attic, there are rats. Big, belligerent, dirty rats, and surely full of disease.
You know where the box is. You vaguely remember it. But you can’t check, you can’t go get it and open it, because you don’t dare open the door. You’re afraid the rats will jump on you.

Basically, back then, you hid that information behind a wall of fear. And every time you look for the information, you see the wall, you get scared, and you look elsewhere.

The result is that you never find what you're looking for; you find all sorts of things (a rusty shovel in the basement, a euro in the garden, orange juice in the sock drawer), but never what you're actually searching for.

The medium is external to your fear. He won't go into the attic; he'll just go take a look. Looking at the photos without opening the box…

That is where he gets the information you are looking for. He gives it to you, explains what he has perceived, and gives you his opinion on what you need to do to free yourself. At that point, your desire to free yourself should act on its own and deprogram the blocks you programmed in yourself at the time.

Next, if everything hasn’t been accomplished immediately. Be careful: even if he was right, he could be wrong in his opinion; he may have advised you a method of liberation that would work for him, but not for you. Take a few days of patience: consult other people, whether other specialists or close, trusted people, to whom you will explain things well so that they understand and give you good advice. Don’t swallow advice whole. Lay them out flat on a table and let your mind turn, choosing what seems best to you.

But in general, if the medium is gifted, they will find the right information, and simply knowing where the wall is will dissolve it. You will clean everything up by following their instructions, and all that will remain is the strong impression that the medium did all the work.

If that is not enough, you must find a shaman. A being capable of speaking directly to your consciousness, and who will guide it… to where the sage’s words cannot guide the mind. The mage’s vibration can guide the consciousness.

The Shaman has a completely different way of working than the medium. In general, he is guided by Spirits and has a very precise idea of what he must do, but he will not say anything about it; he will make you perform his rituals. Sometimes it may seem very strange, and the result will be visible at the end. Normally, the spirit, who does not understand at first, gathers his information, and a few days later, the piece falls into place, everything appears logically and clearly.
There, it comes down to the medium's guidance. Suddenly, you understand what you wanted to ignore, and you undo the web you had woven to trap yourself in it.

There are ways to free yourself on your own. But I would be unable to explain them to you. I discovered them on the pile. It’s a kind of mental click. But I wouldn’t know how it works, or what one has to do to make it work. It seems to me to be a “reflex” of the Mind.

Thank you so much for all these explanations!

Good evening Cillouart,

In short, I would tell you that when you have a gift, you must learn to accept it and make the most of it, with kindness toward others.
So have no fear and do not suppress what has been given to you.
Every gift has its purpose.

My regards
The magician.

Thank you for your responses, they are invaluable to me. I have a question that may seem silly to you, but people have told me that by developing their parapsychological abilities, they found themselves exposed to negative energies that have prevented them from living normally since. Is that possible? How can one protect oneself from it? Can the entities that may appear to us be harmful to us?

You are asking a question that deserves a long answer:

Negative energies do exist, and one can have dramatic encounters with them. However, every problem caused by negativity has a solution. There is never a situation from which one cannot extricate oneself. But sometimes, finding the right answer takes time and trial and error. Sometimes one becomes discouraged and ends up resigning oneself, ceasing to search and simply enduring. But often, after a while, one will meet a person who seems to miraculously appear to find that solution.

Negative forces are far less powerful than positive forces. And synchronicity, that chance that comes just in time, works in favor of the positive.

There are two of the most formidable weapons against negative energies: Culture, and Experience.

There is nothing else to do: You must know. And for that, you must read and study your subject. Read medium confessions; there is a plethora of books on the subject. Some are full of nonsense, like witch recipe books, incantation books, or ritual books… All these works, given to the public, are often doctored and distorted to have only a resemblance to the original sorceries, rituals, and incantations. Prefer life stories. Testimonies, and certain authors explaining rules and generalities (like Anne Givaudan). Having knowledge in different magics, including religious prayer, talking with practitioners and professionals, and listening to their opinions will be useful to your culture.

You will say, “Yes, but how do you distinguish the real from the fake?”

And I will reply to you, "but who gives a damn about distinguishing."
When you are faced with something negative, you already have a framework for thinking that gives you plenty of options to counter it. Test the methods you have learned at that point. You will immediately know which ones fail and which ones succeed. It is in the field that you will turn your knowledge into wisdom.
And when you have the knowledge, you will no longer have any doubt; you will know what to do. It is a profession. One gets better at it by practicing and solving problems.

Next, do not work alone. Keep loved ones around you, constantly informed of what you are doing. That way, if you are overwhelmed by a problem, they will be able to see that you are not yourself. And from there, they will warn you that you are no longer in your normal state, and you will have a chance to realize what is happening to you.
Be careful: when you’re not thinking straight, you tend to believe the opposite—that you’ve never been more level-headed. So if a close friend, whom you’ve asked to keep an eye on you, points out something odd, don’t brush them off, even if the idea seems absolutely ridiculous. Look into it, dig deeper, and test the possibilities to be sure.

Try to stay in contact with as many mediums as possible. Unity is strength, and your friend may see what is hidden from your view.

I would like you to be able to encounter positive forces. May you direct your gift in that direction.
Whether you go to the angels, to the Christs, to Buddha. It doesn't matter, according to your taste, but toward Great Figures of our history who have revealed themselves to be eternally positive toward human life.
Because once a Positive Force notices you, it takes you under its wing, and life becomes easy.
Of course, if you don’t want to believe it… It doesn’t change anything for the Forces. They will conclude that you want to manage on your own without their help and will not intervene.

That is somewhat the hidden goal of all mediums, most of whom have not realized it. To meet one’s light guide and guardian angel.

For this, there is no perfect method… but the more you act like them, the more likely they are to notice you… Loving and helping people, being sincere and kind… this kind of behavior attracts positivity and discourages negativity. It makes you shine in their eyes, and by continuing to shine, it draws their attention.

For my part, I think it is reasonable to have a good guide and a good protector before going to collide with things that make one cry and suffer.

The Negative likes negative people, because they are easy to persuade. On the other hand, if the Negative targets a positive person, it must make an effort. Efforts cost energy, and negative forces do not produce any; they only know how to steal it… The more you resist, the more they tire… They will eventually let you go because you cost more than you are worth.
So, the more positive you are, the more the negative will try to ignore you… Unless you start acting directly against him, which will make him feel threatened, and he will try to take you out of the game.

That is why it is better to keep your back bent. Take your medicine with patience. Because the negative gets bored if you ignore it, because it gets tired if you resist it. And because it gets a kick out of it if you try to fight back. Obviously, it’s not the solution; it leaves, but it will come back.
Until the day you find your inner power, and on that day, when negativity comes to confuse you, you will kick it in the ass, blowing its face off, and it will remove you from its list of “potential providers of life energy.”

I tell you about this and that, but there are as many forms of negativity as there are species on earth and stars in the sky. Whatever their form, they often share the same root.
And fighting is of no use. It enriches and amuses the negative. On the other hand, Peace is an abominable thing for what is negative, and a person who is at peace with themselves inflicts a nameless terror upon them.

And the spear was withdrawn, and a drop of Christ's blood fell to the ground. And such power struck the ground that it resounded down to hell. And the demons were so terrified that they submitted to the Lord Christ, the Almighty.
But the negative forces we may encounter have not known this era.
On the other hand, in the face of a demon (which will never happen to you), it is enough to say “Christ is watching you” for it to suddenly want to be very, very far away.

To protect oneself, there are three general methods.

Religious instruments: Anything that evokes faith drives away the negative. But one must have a radiant faith, otherwise, it’s of no use… the priest who comes to give a quick blessing, between two glasses of communion wine… don’t expect it to stop anything. On the other hand, an old crucifix from a believing family…

The magical rituals of light: Kabbalah teaches them, and you can find books on the subject online, even popular science books, because it is a rather complex science.
You can also find them online, but they are rarer than witch rituals.

Grandma’s remedies: They’re ridiculous, no one wants to believe in them, and yet some of them actually work. Not all of them, and not consistently, of course.

Put salt in the four corners of the room
Insert a needle toward the inputs.
Hang certain dried plants above the entrance.
Fumigate the rooms with incense.

A cook’s grandmother’s method for driving away the evil from her house:

Make an omelet with the whites, throw the yolks into the garden saying “may Mother Earth be thanked,” crack each eggshell in your hand while holding a crucifix in the other and saying
“The devil is not hidden in the eggshell,” before crushing the shell.
Use as many eggs as necessary. Then throw away the shells.
Bless the omelet by adding “Thank you for your sacrifice.”
And eat the omelet. Then thank God for His blessings with one or a few kind words addressed to Him.

A DIY grandma's method for purification:

Focus on the evil itself and bring it all together. Heat lead until it becomes liquid. Pour your evil into the lead. Throw the liquefied lead into cold water.
Drain the water. Preferably into the sewers; the toilets will do.
Retrieve the piece of lead without touching it (using tweezers that will be rinsed in clear or salt water afterward) and bury it where it will not be found.
Some people can read the shape of lead to determine what the problem is. But I know nothing about that.

So many acts directed toward Faith drive away the negative.

One last point to mention: the negative is attractive. Some people attract it to punish themselves. One must do some self-work to free oneself from guilt.
Others because they are unhappy and chew on... they attract negativity to feed on it... one must find another occupation and another form of nourishment.
Others still, because they have an old karmic debt that they must repay.
Some, because they are natural purifiers, they consume the negative and exude the positive.

In short… all of this is to say that mediums who are dealing with negative forces that keep coming back often have a hidden reason for inflicting this on themselves.

And to wrap up, I saved the best for last.

Don't be afraid! Believe in your luck, believe that everything will always be beautiful.
Because Believing is Faith, and Faith attracts the positive
Because fear is like turning on a light in the dark. It makes you visible, attractive... It draws in what comes out of the darkness... you get it? If you fear the negative, you attract it. If you believe in your success, you repel it.

It’s not a method, it’s a mindset, a way of thinking. It’s not necessarily obvious to discover, and you have to practice to overcome our flaws (abandon phrases like “I’m never lucky” or “it always happens to me”). But once acquired, it becomes natural, a habit.
That’s what we call Positiver.

The main problems:
1. Energy Theft: This is the most common purpose. It involves exchanging black energies for your life energies. This is what is called: trading with the demon. Black energies are of inferior quality. They create a great deal of pollution and have very little virtue. Therefore, a large amount must be consumed to achieve the same result as with life energy… and this pollutes your interior… both your organs, your feelings, and your way of thinking.
Angels are not allowed to intervene. The Trade implies that you have accepted the exchange.

2 Energy Theft: What we call psychic vampires. The class above the Social Manipulator. The vampire drains vital energy, leaving you demoralized, with no desire for anything, exhausted, and out of breath. It doesn't last long; he has just stolen your breath, and in a few hours you are back on your feet. However, be careful: in the long term, this damages the organs, which can start to malfunction and thus reduce the life energy you create. Psychic vampires are among the most unpleasant invisible aggressors. They are stubborn and often return. On the other hand, they are the easiest to hurt. If you are attacked, leave shards everywhere. Knife blades, nails, needles, and even wooden stakes... The vampire will tear itself on them as it passes... and if its body is torn, its energy escapes, it feels weak and hurries to flee. However, remember to change the objects' locations often, in order to mislead the adversary, until it gives up on coming to see you. We recall that the vampire has only a limited stock of energy, and if it cannot easily extract some from you, it will look for another target. The more the vampire travels, the more it stands out, and therefore, driving a vampire out of its home is offering a chance that another will notice it and eliminate it.
When you are in contact with your guide, it becomes a child’s game… the vampire comes to steal from you, you resist, you injure it. The vampire goes home to consume your energies… and your guide takes them back and returns them to you. You are fully ready to receive the vampire again, which will be in worse condition each time.

2 Depression: Contact with negativity is discouraging. One can quickly feel oppressed, hopeless… simply because one is surrounded by negativity, one sees nothing else, and inevitably, one comes to conclude that life is shit, that one no longer has any reason to exist… And depression drowns you. It leads you to make many decisions that go against your well-being. Hitting your wife, neglecting your work, quarreling with your friends, and living with stress that will exhaust you. Or conversely, letting yourself be defeated and stagnating.
To counter this: A Radical Change. Flee your home. Go out into nature. Spend 15 days in the mountains, without thinking about your life, just breathing, walking, and enjoying the benefits of nature. Party with friends (avoid drugs, alcohol, and excess, as you weaken your psychological defenses and expose yourself unnecessarily). Visits to the psychiatrist are quite useless; the psychiatrist is there to treat actual mental pathology, and you don't have one. The psychiatrist is not meant to understand stories about ghosts and energy, and will try to convince you that you dreamed it and that everything is fine. This will not fix anything. The same goes for the little pills. Antidepressants give a boost, but the effect is temporary and you fall back into the same state afterwards. Becoming addicted to the little pills is in no way a solution. On the contrary, in the long term, it will hand you over to your adversary, hands and feet tied.
So the solution is: let go of everyday obligations and treat yourself.

There is nothing to fear for his life. The entities are not capable of killing a living being. In fact, they are not capable of it and have no right to do so. "What you do to the small, the great will do to you."

Well, here it is: it’s so complex and full of details that can contradict one another that I really don’t know what to add, with the overwhelming feeling that I haven’t managed to say anything enriching.

But I repeat it to you, to all of you who had the courage to read me: Do not be afraid. Never be afraid. We are a blessed race, and above us, a supreme being watches over us. Have faith. The best is destined for us. And what we are going through as a trial is only a time to pass.

My sincere thanks for this very complete response. I really need to learn to stop being afraid of myself and of what may happen to me. I need to have confidence in what may come my way in life, you are right. Thank you so much for taking the time to answer my questions.