nightmare

I am sitting in my living room and I am completely bloated (but there was no blood around me), it was intentional because I was looking for a key that was in my stomach. I could see all my organs (it was awful) I searched for the key and I punctured everything I didn't care I needed the key. I saw my lips all purple I told myself that's it the end then I told my sister who was next to me at that moment to tell my 2 daughters that I love them with all my heart and I died
And seeing me dead, I was weeping because I would never see my daughters again.
And then I woke up and couldn't fall back asleep :-\ :-\

Hello Vanessa!

The living room Information concerning what pertains to life in the open, social life, feelings, and legitimate loves.

Guts represent our wealth, our professional credits, our fulfillment, and our emotional life.
To see one's body opened up and contemplate its innards It conveys a sense of fulfillment and satisfaction in terms of performance and ease.
To see one's body opened up, not to find one's entrails and realizing that they have disappeared signals a very significant loss of assets and privileges.
To see someone else observe our innards means that we are envied and that people are looking for trouble with us.

Key : his name is associated with discovery, power, and command.
The key serves to open doors to the supernatural or the temporal, moving from the unattainable to the attainable.

Lips messengers, are erotic, affective symbols.
Deformed or ulcerated, they denote misfortune and ill luck.

Violets: the violet is the color of temperance, of renouncing worldly interests and earthly ambitions; purple invites one to meditation and to the love of the invisible. As the quintessential mystical color, it evokes the balance between spirit and matter, and encourages rationalizing one’s friendships and making a wise choice in love.

Sister it represents, for a woman, the relationship she has with herself

Children are the affirmation of ourselves, of our pride, of our aspirations, of our inner journey, of our self-transcendence.

Death To die is to rediscover a new way of living, of loving. To die is sometimes to let go, sometimes to be reborn.
Death often announces the end of worries or a cure.
To die is an omen of forgetting, of discarding certain outdated values, of withered sentiments that bring only regression or stagnation.
To die is to cast to the ground a veil that obstructs the light.

Summary You must be experiencing a slight issue in your romantic or social life right now, one that you are determined to resolve at all costs. But to succeed, you are missing the key.
The key is within you, which is why you are looking for it there.
Finding it would allow you to assert yourself and feel more secure in the position you would like to have.
Actually, that key you say you haven't found, you find it in your death, your rebirth: the purple of your lips tells me that through this rebirth, this transformation of yourself, you will make a wiser, more balanced choice.
You will find serenity and fulfillment in your romantic and family relationships.
It is not in ambition that you will flourish, but in a more harmonious balance.

Sincerely